Here is a 'brief' summary of the things i have seen happen around me. Keep in mind that english is not my main language so some things can be hard for me to explain

When i was 12, my childhood friend's brother got 'baby trapped' at the age of 16. My mother and his mother both talked about how this woman got intentionally pregnant because she knew he would never leave her. Since her situation at home was highly unstable, she just had to find a way to escape the situation. A pregnancy was the perfect oppertunity to do so. A few years later she admitted she babytrapped him. Now, knowing about MGTOW made me realise why my mother 'knew' or atleast 'sensed' why she did this.. because it is female nature.

Similar to how guys 'sense' when another guy only hangs around their girlfriend because he wants to bang her, females sense eachothers bullshit aswell. Last year after a 'marriage' for 13 years or so, they threw the towel in the ring and are now divorced.

Anyway, In my puberty i was in a very innocent child like state with no interest in the female species at all. I guess i was a pretty late bloomer. Only when i hit the age of 17 i began to have sexual interest in women. It never occured to me why i was bullied only by females on school, sometimes even 'punched'. Now i know it was most likely due to the fact that i was just not interested in their sexual games or advances towards me so the only way for them to get attention from me was by hitting me with negative bullshit.

I had my first girlfriend when i was 18. That relationship ended after a mere 3 months because we just did not talk to eachother once we had a relationship. I then had a few short lasting relationships thereafter. In these short relationships a certain pattern became apparent; that these women only attracted me by turning me on with lots of kinky text messages. Once they had sex with me for a month or two, it was time to move to the next 'chad' that came along. At that time, i started to believe that a relationship at the age of 18 is more or less agreeing to have sex with eachother over a longer period and having fun without any marriage plans.

One woman i had a very short lasting relationship with ended up talking to 'chad' before the relationship ended. I knew once she started mentioning him and how he thought i was a bad guy when we had another argument that i was going to lose her. This emotional rollercoaster really ripped me apart because at that time i really liked her. This combined with me being just another cog in the wheel of the cock caroussel had a very deep impact on how i see woman.

But as you all may know. Chad is Chad. We all know Chad does not care - they never do. She ended the relationship and shortly after that she met with Chad. Within 2 weeks after the breakup she had a relationship with him. Chad then cheated on her a month into their relationship.

At the age of 21, a long lasting depression hit me. I have Always been an outsider of any group of 'friends'. Tolerated but never part of, if you get what i mean. Good enough to drive to festivals so they dont have to get a taxi but outside of that they had their own inner circle of friends.

Humans have a strong desire to be part of something. Being part of a group increases the survival rate significantly, it is in our nature. Not being part of something can cause severe mental issues and i went through that hell. The funny thing is, once you are past the depression phase and moved towards acceptance, you become a true MGTOW - you just dont give a shit about woman AND society and you no longer fall for the traps laid out by others.

At the age of 24, i had my last few short lasting relationships. 2 of them were borderline personality disorder types of woman. I was still depressed at the time and i was still struggling with myself. One part of me liked the sweet taste of attention, the other just did not give a shit anymore and made the sex as terrible as it can be - I just made sure i cummed within 30 seconds and then went to sleep, only to get the "Its me not you" bullshit the day after. It was like i was setting things up intentionally for self confirmation on one part that all woman are the same.

The addiction to attention is what hit me the most at the time, i believed loneliness sucked. So even when i got dumped after the terrible sex i gave them, i still cried because i was alone again. One of them had a relationship with some other guy a week after she dumped me, got 3 kids in less than 5 years and went from a 1/10 on the SMV scale to -5/10 and turned into a massive landwhale. I dodged a bullet!

It was at this point i was sort of stuck in life. Playing videogames all day is not going to advance you spirtually so i had to find ways to get out. I got into photography so i had a reason to get out. Sunset photography at first then i did some model photograhpy for a while until i noticed a certain type of personality in models / photographers that wanted me to bail out.

One model became a friend of mine for a while. She was this woman who got pregnant at around 16 years old after a one night stand. Chad did not want to sign the contract so she was a single mom with not much money still living in her parents house.

Since i was alone at the time and i had no sexual feelings towards her, i sort of became friends with her. Since she had no money, i occasionaly bought stuff for her kid, not small gifts... i mean BIG stuff, videogame console type of stuff for his birthday and things like that. It was only a year in until i learned she has been dating a guy for 6 years now. At first he did not want to have a relationship with her because she has somebody else's kid. It reminded him that she had sex with another person. Their relationship was highly unstable and they had many breaks for MONTHS. In those breakups, she told me she had many phonenumbers on her smartphone that she would contact to have sex. There was a guy who could fuck the soul out of her, there was a guy who did it slow. If she wanted to have a big dick today she would contact another guy etc. She would call herself the biggest whore in the city. And yet, when she was seriously dating another man during those breakups she would wait until the third date to have sex or else he would think she is too easy.

Her boyfriend did not like me, i think he saw me as some sort of beta Orbiter even thou i was not. One time he even tried to force a reaction from me by kissing her infront of me. At that time, i just thought to myself.. "Hundreds of dick enjoyed that mouth, nothing to be jealous of"

The last time i googled her instagram nickname, i got results back from a website where everybody goes looking for a fuckbuddy.

Shortly after, another childhood friend who has been married for 4 years and had 2 children with that woman had to work in england for 2 weeks. He came back and he found out his wife had been cheating on him. That was the straw that broke the camels back. I could no longer do it. Over the years i learned that it is a inner desire for a man to have their own 'haram', like the alpha male. While it is the female's instinct to find the male that provides the most resources. You can see this behaviour also very clear in monkeys. Only a few females are happy enough to choose a beta Orbiter.

I am in monk mode for 6 years now and never looked back. I got myself a dog and i do sports with him. A great way to go out and be social at the same time.