I guess I consider myself one of the luckier mgtows because im still young. I only found out about it a year ago but i've been living with the basic ideals since high school. Generally ignoring females. Ever since I had my heart broken in 9th grade due to unrequieted love. I thought "if they dont want me, I wont bother them anymore". Lol I wasnt cute enough for any of em to approach me or try to make friends. Instead of moping around about females, I focused my efforts on having fun by myself. Skipped class, smoked blunts with the homies, skateboarded everyday and played xbox. Typical rebellious teenage shit. In hindsight, I shouldve done more positive things like improving myself financially and academically. Then I found mgtow. Im so happy I discovered it at the age of 22. Before finding it, I was a bit vunerable. I figured if I can meet atleast one girl that would date me I would eventually marry her and be with her for the rest of my life. Reading the mgtow stories and also seeing the drama in movies/tv-shows lead me to this conclusion. I dont ever want to get married or have kids. If I did, It would turn out horrible. I suffer from a bit of depression and im pretty much broke financially. I dont want to affect even more people with my struggle. Hitting rock bottom helped me realized only I can climb out the hole myself. These women want a finished product and not a work in progress. Want to use me for money? Ok, ill use you for your vagina. When I make enough bank, ill get my own place, clean up my appearance and attempt to smash as much pussy as I can. The mgtow knowledge will help me cut off any relationship before it gets too serious. I know how to be alone, I can handle it. My freedom is way more important to me. Thank you guys.