So, I was at a little party recently and ran into my ex. I know I know, *RUN!*... but I'm lonely, but I don't treat her differently nor let her get away with shit any different from any guy friends.. Anyway.. we got to talking. Just shit about music, the song playing, that kind of light nonsense.

Then, all of a sudden, she brings up her ex-husband . He was before me by several years; Cindy (We'll call her Cindy) and I never got married. Even before I found MGTOW almost a year ago, hell, even when I was a young teen, I understood marriage was NOT a reasonable contract to sign. Maybe because of my parents' divorce and first-hand experience with divorce rape and being used as a pawn (I was in 4th grade).

So, back to the story! She's talking about her ex husband. I say, "okay...", and try to change the topic. I start to talk about a grocery store and I needed something, and they have good products I hear, so she says "Yeah, and with Bill, (We will call him Bill), I never had money for anything even groceries! You know he was so bad, he had this girl from his work.

They would hang out until past midnight together, so she complained to me that her lawyer couldn't get extra monies for infidelity because they couldn't prove he was actually having sex. So basically, she was mad that her tongue lashing technique wasn't more powerful than the right to a fair trial.

She said, "You know, it's because she does all these things that Bill likes and wants her to do! That's why he gave her all that money. Six-thousand dollars (USD) per month! And we couldn't even afford groceries!" I seriously doubt her being too broke to eat part.

She asked me, "Do you understand the problem here? He liked her more than his own family!" So I said, "Yeah. It sounds like you took all the time out of your busy day to study this girl and find out the things she's doing for Bill and what makes Bill happy, but you're not doing them to him for some reason. You know.... that's how you could have got the money back, just do the things that you figured out that he really wanted."

So she thought about it for a couple seconds and replied, "Yeah, but I didn't want to do anything that would make him happy. You don't understand, I put up with him through several years of marriage. I deserved that money! You don't understand, he was horrible. "

I suggested that maybe that new girl (whom Bill ) is still doing those things that Bill likes (whatever they were, maybe blowjobs, maybe something really dirty... who knows) and they are both happy. She said "Well, GOOD! He made me really unhappy. She's awful. He's awful! "

So that's my story. Wowwwwww.... I'm so glad my eyes are open now. I thought about if I had this experience 2 years ago when I was bluepilled as shit, and I would just think "Wow... Bill was such a shitty dude. Cindy is such a unique (lol) creative soul (read: unicorn), he didn't deserve her. She should have gotten more for having to put up with that shitbag!"

For so long I wasn't blind. I was just keeping my eyes closed because the media and the world around me had been telling me on radio, on tv, everywhere, that if I opened my eyes and looked around it was more than surefire chance that I would be blind for the rest of my life due to radiation. So I should keep them closed until I find my One True Love(tm) in which case it would be worth it at that point to risk everything in the name of Love(tm).

EDIT: Cleaned up writing / grammar a bit