So I'm currently 22, and have not dated a girl in quite a while (have had the MGTOW state of mind for the last 3 or 4 years). However, back when I was just starting out in high school I was extremely blue pilled. I was primarily raised by my single mother, thanks to her divorcing my Dad (I spend more time with him now than I ever have before, but I didn't live with him since I was 5). I was therefore raised to be incredibly blue pilled, and thinking that women were angels. At the time I believed I was lucky to be able to worship the ground they walked on.

Freshman year of high school, when I was 14, I had a huge crush on this one beautiful (at the time) blonde who was on the soccer team. She knew I liked her, and used it to manipulate me to help her with homework. She incessantly teased me, and did whatever she had to in order to have me help her out (I graduated in the top 10 in our class, and am finishing my Master's degree at a pretty solid school right now). I was basically her little pet, and with how naive I was at the time I thought that eventually we would be together. Totally blind, totally delusional. It hurts to think back on it.

Fast forward to now: I am finishing my Master's at 22, and have a really important interview later this week for a job at a dream company. She got some certification from a 2 year school (apparently she cheated on her SAT and got rejected from a 4 year school because of it, God knows how she was still allowed to attend the 2 year program but whatever, probably just another pussy pass) and has gained at least 30-40 pounds over the last 5 years and looks like a total pig. I wouldn't touch her with a 10 foot pole.

Success is the best revenge. She's hit the wall already and is only 23. GYOW. Don't be embarrassed if you've been a cuck in the past in high school or whatever. You can't change the past, and the only thing that matters is your knowledge right now. Don't make the same mistake twice.