I remember when i was a teenager sitting at the table eating with my so call family and at one point tired of hearing them demotivate me, bring me down, i took my supper in my bedroom where i had my VHS and watch tv or movies or play video game......

Those where the first signs of me going my own way.

Social programing took its toll and i started dating, but after sex which for most of the part was crap, there was nothing more, i felt bored.....

Only with my last girlfriend did we travel and kept active she dumped me for her soul mate in 2013. At that time i was weak blue pill white knight and tough my life was over when in fact a new life was starting for me.

I made the mistake to go live with my mother and grand mother which made me understand how women manipulate and put men down.......

Today i had to chance to tell my grand mother that i knew her game all along at 95 you should have seen her like a fish in hot water to find excuses to cover her shit.

When i was a child it was if you want your dollar you gotta get your hair cut.... that lasted until i was 21, she would piss me off until i gave in.... when i moved out of my parent house at 24 she got an apartment right beneath where she was living. Now i am not saying what she did is wrong, but being over protective is never good for a man, she had my key did my laundry and never let me become a man..... i knew something was wrong....

This is where i met the chubby fat chick and i guess use that as an excuse to move out of that apartment, being so lazy that fat slut, i learn how to cook, do the laundry, iron clean etc..... and after i broke up with her i went to live with my grand mother who had an operation and did not want to live alone... the same shit happen all over again the over protecting never letting me grow up, always picking her nose in my business of coming to see what i was doing.

My mother who live with her also told her today you always treated him like a kid and you are always after him its fucking annoying.......

Those are called toxic parents........ manipulation, try to bring you down and this sadly reflects in the world of today....

With all that shit i could have been a loser, on well fair, and just let myself die........

I have been on my own for 6 years now in my condo, i told my mother that if my grand mother dies i will not be returning home, if she wants to keep the house good, i want no part of this....

Since being MGTOW for a year and a half now, stop chasing women,my stress level is close to 0, i used to order escorts, and a lot of them at first now i am going on 4 months without, and my bank account is shaping up good.

There is no freedom like the freedom of MGTOW, looking at married men how they are manipulated and kept miserable its a real eye opener, the idiots that are in relationship with single fat moms and abuse etc....

I rather be alone for the rest of my life finally at 46 and live free, play my video games do what the fuck i want get a mountain bike, train etc then have a miserable life, going to family reunion, and all that crap having a boring fat girlfriend etc...