I was going to post in AskTRP for advice but it ended in a rant:

So yeah the usual, I have been following TRP for a while (+- 2 years). This started after I broke up a 6 year LTR because it did not feel right. When we broke up I started reading TRP and went straight into the anger phase. Being a compassionate person I have tried to accept things for what they are but seeing through this new lens made me flip back to anger phase from time to time and my uncontrollable actions gave me a bad reputation among my friends. I chanelled the anger energy to improve my body in the gym and my mind by reading. And in the end TRP learned me enough machiavellism to restore my reputation. After 14 months I felth I understood it all. In my head I had a high SMV so I went to experiment with this new found wisdom. My actions mostly appealed to girls at an age of 23-26 but it was never truely internalized. I had success with a beautiful girl, she had a bf, reading TRP made me realize I should ignore the fact that she has a bf and just go for it, and so I did. We ended up meeting at a breeding place for birds, naked and kissing, I was so overwhelmed by the success that it did not feel right to f-klose (i basically pussed out having sex with her). And in the end as TRP dictated it was true, she lost all respect for me because I was not a real man. After this incident I have continued to work at improving my business and the next 6 months TRP provided me with wisdom that did click, helping me to make an independent living.

And after typing all of this I do not even need to ask the question anymore, I have been incel for 3 months now and met a new girl but she shows so many red flags that meeting up with her is a terrible idea. So i will cancel this appointment despite the fact that she is a ninja in the bedroom, fuckit.

Peace TRP, love you all (no homo)