I sometimes wonder what the world would be like if there were just clones of me. Alas like you, I find myself caught up in the shit storm that is humanity.

I'm one of those people who just like things to be copacetic. So I find myself getting highly annoyed always having to be on the defensive around other people.

Sometimes I go a while without having a bad experience. You might be having a fairly good day and wham, that reminder of how people are assholes.

I always feel much worse when I was actually trying to be nice, even humble and then you get treated like shit, after thinking about it, wish you had taken another more defensive approach from the start. It feels like just by not expecting their rude shit, you've somehow lost. Makes you feel stupid because wise people are not that trusting.

So this is nothing more than a daily reminder, keep your wits about you, don't get soft. Don't walk around looking for connection , rather walk around in anticipation of assholes.