i hate some people so much that the pic of their dead face makes me feel really happy and content rather than my success. Problem is that guys like me have always pleased others and the people who treat us badly, we either try to win their approval even more or start hating them. I want to become like young thug or eminem. Anyone who fucked them over, they have the power to fuck him over and buy them with money. I want to have that kind of arrogance against the people i hate so that i dont give a fuck anymore but i do and i feel that they will become more successful and i waste my life and sit inside my house, getting dirty with my own thoughts. The only time i feel like a fucking god is when i listen to some enminem