This will be a long post and I shouldn't be here, but I've come to agree on many things in MGTOW as well as respect this community's lifestyle.

Here's my story: I've found myself in a weird position for being the opposite gender (Which is why I said shouldn't be here). The other thing I want to mention is that everything that I'm unsure of in this story will probably never be confirmed. My biological father is a schizophrenic who had many episodes because of his medicine being changed constantly and my mother is a mysterious woman who I'll never know the truth from. I was a naive child born to protect her mother, but the only reason I had to protect her is because of the problems she created. Growing up I was set up in a cult (which is what I was told by my mother) where young girls got married to older men. One day my mother and I "escaped" it in which my mother divorced my father and the divorce lasted 2 years because my father had a dad who was rich. During the escape I was told we were homeless for a while, yet I remember clearly being in a bed next to my mom and a "man" who she said he was just helping us get away, so I should just sleep. Yet she was in his bed.

I got older chained as her daughter to all her relationships. I grew cold towards the men because my mother would come home crying about a man, demonizing him. I was a fool of a daughter for not noticing her habits. She's a sex addict. My mother and I lived in my grandparents house where my grandpa took care of my grandma who had cancer and he never complained about it. He never told me how my mother was during that time, but I guess it's because he didn't want me to lose hope in her. Instead, he raised me and I consider him like my dad despite being my grandpa. My grandpa was a preacher and therefore my mom would teach me Christianity. I truly believed she was a good christian woman and that all men weren't moral anymore because they'd hurt her from her stories. I have so many memories that contradict that, yet I really wanted to believe in her. One of the memories is being really young and at a pool party. There was a bunch of men there and a few women. I saw my mom walking off with a man to the car, so I ran after her afraid that he'd hurt her. His friends picked me up and started laughing as they constantly tossed me back in the pool every time I tried to get out terrified of what was happening to my mother.

Relationship after relationship. Despite not being in any I learned from her mistakes. My mom than had a second marriage with a "good christian man." At this point I had had 2 counselors because of my mother's divorce. He had a son who lived with him and a daughter who lived with his ex. His ex was literally the devil. She had married a man for his money and the fact that he had a stable job on a military base. Her daughter was being raped by the man and yet she turned a blind eye and told her daughter to shut up. We learned most of this because his son/my step brother would go over to his exes house for joint custody and he'd tell stories that his sister would be really weird when he left the room of that man. The man would belittle my stepbrother and his own mother didn't do jackshit. That's when I had to start going with the family to counseling again because of the stuff that was happening. Than we found out that my mother's second husband has been sleeping with her coworkers and that counselor. The same coworkers I had met and were MARRIED (my mother later would flip them off when she saw them and I found her actions to be inappropriate because it was literally completely in public).A female counselor whose supposed to be helping the marriage and the family destroyed it as well.

Than I reached an age where I thought that people had to seek love, so I followed along. Middle school I fell in love with my best friend that I had been hanging out with for about 3 years and I told him. I knew there was lots of women he had been with, but I didn't think anything of it. Next day after I told him I loved him and he accepted. He immediately started kissing another girl the next day and dating her despite what he had said. Despite this I didn't want to be a women who made a big deal even if the person cheats, so I decided that as his best friend I should be kind to her. This is when I learned the hard truth sadly. During the summer they had a camping trip and she was there with my best friend. She acted so kind to me and my best friend had agreed to be nice despite not liking her. All the 6 girls and the instructors made plans to go towards the cave the second to last day of the trip. I took 2 girls with me and we walked past my best friend and told her we were going, so we hoped that they'd bring the water and food. The problem with this cave is once you go up the hill you can't go back down because it's too steep, so the 2 girls and I went up it. 9 hours went by and they never showed up. It was midnight and we'd finally reached the end of the cave. The instructors glad to find us and there stood my best friend next to the other girl smirking. Us three girls stayed silent as the other three girls laughed and talked about how exciting their day was and calling shots on taking showers first. She put 3 girls in danger because she felt threatened by my presence.

It went downhill from there. I was forced to not be near friends around her and things started changing. I went to my best friend's house and his two friends that I knew really well were there too. Instead of going out to play and doing skateboarding or tunneling under the city, all they did was text their girlfriends. Who the hell goes to someone else's house to text? There was no conversation between the guys. Then my best friend brought up his text on his Xbox and I didn't have a phone during this time, so I just kind of stared at them. It was from her and he had told me I was at his house and she called me a bitch and threatened that if he didn't run over to her at that moment then she'd cut herself or kill herself. So I gave up on the concept of friends at that point. Women became so aggressive when they felt threatened, yet they were causing the issues in their relationships. They wouldn't have to be so aggressive if they themselves weren't doing actions to feel threatened by.

Than I reached the age of 16 and I tried to do one last relationship, but I couldn't. I had gained a phobia of being in a relationship. The guy was very kind and understood and I kept being friends with him. He recently sent me a message that he met a girl in the marines and how they were getting engaged, so I'm glad for that. During this point my mom had married her third husband and the man I honestly see as my only true dad. His wife had cheated on him and left him with a debt of over a million dollars because instead of taking the money that he gave her to pay bills she used it for bullshit and then never told him.

Him and I however started on a rough patch because my mother had so many relationships I couldn't keep count. After a while we left each other alone. He made a mistake of getting really drunk one night though and walking into my room and masturbating near me. The next morning we went to a restaurant and I mentioned it. He went completely silent like his heart had literally died. He apologized and completely threw away every single beer and cut alcohol from his life. This situation is what separated him and I from seeing each other as father and daughter for a while, but it would later help something happen. While mom was driving home I recorded her as she complained and bitched about my stepdad's sister. She said, "with technology you can't stop anyone." My stepdad and I were alone for once in the house and he was annoyed because of her and I choose to show the recording. I played the recording and his eyes confirmed it all. He told me to stop it and he didn't want to hear anymore of it. He let everything out at that moment and I just listened. It's all I've done my entire life is listen because so many people seem so broken now and that's all they need at that point. At that moment he made a choice to stay with my mother or leave, but he saw me. A daughter chained to the mistakes of her mother. I told him that he should leave and not worry about me. I'm used to her at this point. He stayed.

I had no clue why, but this compassionate man who was berated was willing to stay for someone's kid that wasn't even his own. From then on (now 17 years old) him and I go to restaurants and talk in the car about my mother and I let him let everything out. She'll call of course constantly. She demonized him and I didn't think he was a good man, but when we finally sat in that car we came to the realization that she was two faced. She played this act of "silly" and "innocent." Then she'd turn on you with a knife when it suited her the best. He and I have intellectual conversations discussing her patterns. He doesn't trust her and yet he loves her, but he believes she doesn't love him back. He won't tell me everything my mother's done because he doesn't want a daughter to think less of her mother.

I came across MGTOW and of course skeptical at first because I heard that it was like the men version of feminism, but I don't really let those opinions decide what I think of people. So instead I spent the next two days researching about it and seeing the website for it and reddit. There was a lot of stuff I can agree on about women and how they act. I've heard about Millennials and seen how they've been acting. The women are generally really terrible from that generation and being a part of Generation Z I can see a lot of kids rebelling against their views of course there's still girls and boys being influenced by their parents. The girls in my age group wear the most ripped and shortest shorts ever and I guess because my grandpa raised me and he was a preacher that I'll mention it and all the girls around me will immediately say something like, "Oh my god she's showing skin it's going to kill people," all sarcastic like. Personally I kind of which people would dress professional especially going to school for heaven sakes. You're going for an education not a stripper club. Decency is nonexistent at this point. Social media has brainwashed a majority of kids.

The educational system is now a political movement in every classroom. If you're lucky you'll get a teacher who teaches otherwise you'll get a liberal female feminist or a male math teacher who rants about gun laws. I'm in there to learn math not government. I clearly remember being young and there was rules against giving your political opinion and now I see it happening every day in school.

Yet I got a female liberal feminist for psychology which I had to take and she hated me after that one fateful day. After the day of the women's march she went on and on and on, so I like whispered that I didn't care about it and I guess she heard me. She then asked me, "What do you think women's march is?" Me: "Is it to help women in other countries who have no rights?" Her: "You have no clue what it even is." Me: "So it's useless." Her: (clearly shocked) "You don't care about it, but it's very important for you!" Me: (tunes out). Next day she separated the class by people who would vote Hillary and those Trump. 3 kids on trump's side because I mean what do you expect from a psychology class? Than she asked the side of Hillary who wanted to represent Hillary and one girl raised her hand and went up. Then the 2 other guys and I started talking trying to come up reasons. She then pointed at me and forced me up there. We each had to give a reason as to why we would vote for that person and when the other girl was talking she'd smile and agree with her and as soon as I started talking I'd hear her say, "Do you even know what you're talking about?" She'd laugh and then belittle me in front of the entire class just because I didn't care for her views.

People are getting hired because of their skin color and gender nowadays instead of the set of skills they could bring to the table. Feminist are throwing their invisible issues in the faces of others forcing them to conform to them instead of realizing to just vote for who they want in office like it has been. Than they get mad if you bring up men problems because now you're "oppressing" them by not listening to their everyday spill about how shit men are apparently. They take advantage of the kindness that men do and use it against them to take their rights. Opening doors was the dumbest thing I ever heard because my grandpa taught me to open doors for anybody you see because it's the right thing to do and very kind. So that's what I do and it's literally a habit where I'll let people through before me.

I'm going to end this with I hope people will stop berating you guys for your lifestyle just because it doesn't conform to theirs and I'll continue to enjoy the post in here.