Some of you have been wondering what the fuck happened with my submitted, hot firery post, and some lame ones, missing. Might have deleted them unintentionally.

Truth be told, there were and are too many truths of cheatings, betrayals, among brothers, and I flew off the handle. I wrote bit on Trad Cons, some fakes, some actual true ones, (I'll write on it in soon in the next post, as well as re-writing what I had formerly written here, and some grey men thoughts. We should be happy too.) But in some cases, anger is justified. Yet for how long?

Look, I like women. Love their asses and boobs, what's squeezable, and nice fat. But I've been gone a month, and usually, write some good perspective as l learned tricks, I wanted to try, hide, and kill my prey, by not hunting. If prey lurk in my den, I'm killing it. Sometime, I play with my food, or don't want it at all, and they get out freely. There's always a better prey.

Win by not playing the game. You can't win either way. I've gone through shit, right now, and I suspect I'll go through harder shit later on. (To be honest, I have been hospitalized, for anger issues..... and I couldn't tell anyone....)

While, this is general thought, Anger is something you have to be careful with. You cannot ever over-do it, anger is extremely blinding, contagious and it frighten people. Even Greek warriors were frighten by one of their comrade's explosive or too sharp of a tongue, metal on metal speech, and anger is overpowering. You can use it, but you have to use it well.

Anger. What is anger? It is one of the most powerful emotions you can have, as well as, love. And both have blind spot.

Two things:

LOVE: prevent you from seeing reality, and get you in long-term damage.

ANGER: prevent you from seeing reality, and get you short-term blind spot, but with extreme, careless damage.

Anger, I'd say, has more blindspot than love, because Love bounce off you, and stay of clear any or some damage, and you think love is actually true. Anger is pissed off. Tight blindspot. More damage, and people stay away for good reasons, even women they know will stay clear. (sometime, women know instinctively women themselves pissed off men in most inappropriate way, and this happened. Even they steer clear. Not worth it. Pushing one button men only have too long. )

So, here I am. Back to fucking writing.

I'm tired, today. My tone is calmed. For now. But my view hasn't changed. Men go their own way. You ain't a loser. You do what you gotta do. I hate life, as well as love life. Just do what you gotta fuckin do. Push. for. Your GoALS.

(by the way, I'll be sure, to re-write what I had written before. It might have been saved nor snap-saved.)

Until then, stay frosty and control that fucking RAGE!!