I personally can't watch porn. Because it just reminds me that I'm not at all built for sex. There's no denying it. For really good sex you need close to a porn star equipment.
I have heard it over and over again from women that it matters a lot.
So I just became turned off from sex. It's a very deeply ingrained belief that I'm simply not made for it. And too many girls have verified that for me. Every time I have sex the feeling is there. And I can even tell that I the girls I have sex with don't act the way "bigdick" dudes say girls react to them. Its a completely different world. And it's pretty embarrassing that I can hardly offer much.
It doesn't even feel like suppression. Because I've become Pretty fulfilled from putting my energy and time into passions I enjoy.
I'm sure most of you think this is stupid as hell but has anyone else gone through something like this ?
