I was out at the bar tonight, i've been to the bar many nights this week just to reflect. I like to have a drink and just hang out, I often go out alone.

I'm a guy who should quote unquote be doing decent with women. I'm 6 feet tall, make a six figure salary and have 'good looks' even according to most women I've slept with in the past. I own several vehicles, starting a company this year, many other things etc etc.

Yet even I, a guy who is supposed to be in the top echelon, am completely fed up and see how futile it is. Most women blow me off, most women act just as disrespectful towards me, most women still treat me like dogshit. Despite the fact, yes most women I talk too are pretty attractive; most of them are hairstylists, work at coffee shops and in general have nothing special to offer. Yet they ALL still talk to me from a place of superiority. I realize even with the 6-6-6 that guys online talk about being a shoe-in, I realize I have to be a bitch still to get laid.

All the women I meet look at me through a scope of skepticism. They often project their weird ideas straight on to me. I've had women ask me "Do you look into the mirror and think how beautiful you are, I bet you do". That's not a playful banter either, it has a tone of bullshit behind it. I just sit there thinking what the fuck are you talking about. Other women will say "I don't care how good looking or how much money you make blah blah blah", despite me never trying to sell myself on those things. They literally take good things about me and try to make me bad for them.

The last woman I went on a date with spent about 20 minutes talking shit about what I do for a living being "bullshit", because I work in advertising. Anytime I tried to interject she would say "excuse me I'm talking." This was also a woman who said she's been unemployed the last year, has several "medical issues", nearing 30 years old and was a 5/10 at best. Her entire attitude towards me was condescending as fuck.

Another woman I dated, after banging her shortly after sent me this long ass text the next day explaining how she made a "goal this year of being single" and that she enjoyed it but can only be friends. This chick was just some neurotic cunt that was a hairstylist and still lived at her parents at 25. I said 'cool'. We talked a few more times over text and whenever I said something flirty (despite already fucking her), she would call me out and say "Don't say that, you can't say that". I would just face palm and be like ooooooook.

Another one ( a waitress ) tried to triangulate me with her ex boyfriend (whos a 30 year old waitor). She hit on me in front of him, and I just was like "ok". Said she wanted to come over to my house to do a photoshoot (i work in advertising), I vaguely flirted with her on text a few days later, only to be told not to flirt with her. Once again "ok", proceeded to blow her off.

Started texting another woman who's been in 'love' with me for years. Her own words. She has been pursuing for me for a long time (3-4 years), but I was in a relationship. Every time I hit her up she was too busy to hang out with me after i broke up with my last gf. I'd run into her somewhere and she would profess how much she wants to see me and misses me. Anytime I'd hit her up she'd blow me off.

Met another one would was probably a 5/10 and a receptionist, but I could bang her but didn't really feel thrilled about it - wouldn't write home about it (much less attractive than what I was used too). Also blew me off completely 3-4 times after hanging out the first time. I was bored to tears hanging out with her also.

This was over a couple of months. Just before that I was dating a woman for a couple of years that was constantly violent, would destroy my property when "upset", made false allegations against me, constantly lied, went behind my back about shit etc.

I've started to realize even if I get some bitch in a relationship again, which at this point seems like my odds of getting struck by lightning are better, it's still going to suck and be full of shit. I spent a lot of my life becoming a top "tier man". Making six figures under 30, being a good looking guy, professing many talents, worldly, spending countless hours expanding my mind and self-development, even having 'game', launching a company of my own this year, having nice assets etc. It's all bullshit guys, even if you have 'what women want'. You will still generally get treated like absolute dog shit by princess. The myth of chad is overrated outside of college, trust me.