I'm in process of finding another place.

I will never live with my mother again. The first time I was 17-18, got back, and I didn't co-sign. I moved out. Or rather kicked out. The second time, I co-signed with my mother, because the landlord kicked me out, "because I had too much freedom", (and there were lot of things I didn't understand; I was too blue-pilled, too charismatic, too much of everything.).

So, I have given it a lot of thoughts on how to write this piece. I was hoping to not post for while, at least a year or a two, because I have gotten some of my goals done, for this new year, and I wanted to dive in, for the whole year without posting, and just focus. I feel great about it. But I'm stressed out. Rollo Tomassi was dead on, on the harsh reality of co-signing with women. And I have experienced it first hand. My mother.

I have co-signed with my mother. I didn't even know I shouldn't do that. Or did I know? I don't know. I know I got the first volume of The Rational Male, after I moved in with my mother. I realized now, it was a fucking stupid idea. I don't remember if one of us, suggested it, because she handed me, the application. Then I co-signed. I knew I had to pay rent, but I did expect her to honor that deal, that I was co-signing with her, meaning I could do what I want in MY HOUSE. No. NO. After this, I will never co-sign again. This experience is leaving me drained. Even though I was somewhat red-pilled throughout the year, I've never experienced this before. Rollo Tomassi speak truth on why you shouldn't co-sign with anyone. Co-signing with women is WORSE.

I'm completely heading STRAIGHT on for life of MGTOW. There's constant friction, and I just cannot improve my life like this. After seeing this, I will not co-sign with women. I won't even consider co-signing with guys either. There were just constant talking back from my mother. Little things and it's grating my bones.

I see now, it's better to live in the corner of roof or live out in the desert.

Women are children. That's it. Children talk back. Likewise, women talk back. They have to get the last word, and they don't respect you, even while telling straight to your face, that you're rude or why mean to her, when you're trying to tell her to SHUT THE FUCK UP. She doesn't know she's signing her own death warrant, because of her mouth, and she thinks she has power of calling the police, because it's in her hands.

I'm moving out. I want nothing to do with her. I'm distancing myself from religion, namely Christianity. I don't call myself a Christian, (I never do, and I don't like labels) but lately, I've seen Christian wives and mothers disrespectful to their own husbands, fathers, and sons. And they got a mouth. They can be nice, but they got a mouth, they cannot control.

I don't like Muslims. But I understand why they beat their wives. Not just muslims, but non-religions men, like gangs-affiliated. I see why now. They put them in place.

My mother isn't going to find a "Prince" or "Rich Man". It's too late for her. Frankly, I don't care. In just the last couple of months, I was dead inside, pondering my thought away how to do well, for next year, without posting, and start focusing.

I see no reason in getting married to a girl. This world right now, is full of used fuck holes, and I don't see myself getting married. At this point, EVERYONE will have a past. No one is fucking clean.

Don't live with women. Ever. It is my experience that women will start a fight. I might be an asshole, but I can tell you women are always the one to start a fight or have you to start the fight, then she can claim you were starting it first. (Headache, even when writing this). Women can get under your skin, for something they know it's not important, minor, and give you headache, and they claim they having headache now, and fault you, because of you're giving them a headache, when they started it in the first place. Am I making sense?

Sometime, I know they're doing it on purpose. I hear it in their voice, and their face show it.

Wish me luck. I'm getting the fuck out of this place.

DON'T FUCKING LIVE WITH WOMEN.

EDIT: Had to fix some grammar.