Welp. I've come full Circle.

A bout a year and a half ago I found out the college cheerleader I was dating was cheating on me (go figure) in the most brutal and personal of ways (also, go figure). I loved her a lot, shit sucks. The glass shattered.

That inspired my anger phase and quest for frame. Did pretty well, banged some chicks, and started dating a rebound. I've since broken up with the rebound, and revisited the city in which the cheerleader ex resides. In hanging out with my old friends, I heard what she's (the cheerleader) been up to. Her activities include dating some fat ugly slob, and cheating on him with her bosses 27 year old business partner.

For whatever reason, this has me back at square one. The wound is open, and the salt is burning. Hearing more instances of her being a hypergamous whore just put me back into pity party mode.

Does everyone have one that they never get over? I'm literally considering therapy at this point. I had put her on the highest of pedestals, and its like I'll never get her down from there. She is legitimate 10/10 hot, and 10/10 slutty....for everyone but me apparently. Certainly a saved her best for everyone else maxim.

Apologies brothers, I'm basically hurting and don't know where else to talk about it. I really thought I was past this shit.