I am a seeker of self-knowlegde and truth. I don't care about how fucked up the truth is and I don't care what you do as long as it doesn't harm anyone.

Honestly I wouldn't not mind if you said to me that you like to suck cocks. I don't give a shit.

What I do give a shit about is how honest you are with yourself. Lying to yourself is for me the worst thing you can do. People lie everyday to each other which kinda sucks, but lying to yourself is something I can't tolerate.

Here is a little story of mine: A friend of mine called me out for cushing to much and he didn't like my anti-social* behavior. Now I know this guy pretty well and I instantly knew that he didn't mind my anti social behavior previous weeks. So I investigated further and he said: I don't like it when you behave like this in the presence of girls...Still not satifeid with this answer.

Around 4 hours later he finally said it: I like this girl and I don't like the way you behave in her presence.

Mission completed. I already knew that something was up, but 4 hours...damn

Why couldn't he just say: look I want to impress that girl and I think she might not like your behavior which could result in not liking me.

I would completely understand it because it is true. Despite the fact that, why the fuck should he care about her opinion( not even close to my visual standards) and dispite the fact that she was more important than me aka our friendship, I could live with that honest answer.

I know that he is thirsty, his brother knows that he is thirsty, so why the fuck doens't he know he is thirsty. And I am not talking about some dump Idiot. This guy is pretty smart.

But still he could not recognize it.

  • Anti-social behavior by his standards means that you don't care what other people think of you or how people perceive you, which truly said I don't give a shit.