Longtime lurker... decided to finally make a post so will keep it short.

I started off on ROK (before it became a cesspool) after a friend posted an article about women on Facebook in 2012. I learned about the manosphere and The Red Pill from ROK and immediately became hooked...

I'm almost thirty years old, college degree, full-time job, in-shape, well traveled, decent social life, have dated a few women, had sex with around five women, never been in a relationship longer than a year, and almost everything related to women in my life has ended in failure.

I read TRP religiously for two years, and I tried to make it work, but it got me nowhere... Learned about MGTOW from TRP and a friend around a year ago, and I feel that this is truly my home now... though will admit that I still read TRP sometimes because I haven't completely given up hope just yet.

I'm not very religious, but was raised in a religious family. Over last year or so I saw Red Pill bible quotes, and that got me thinking about hidden meanings elsewhere in the Bible. Now I look at the story of Jesus, and all I see is possibly the greatest man that ever lived basically getting fucked over.

If the "greatest man that ever lived" got fucked over royally, then what hope is there for the average guy? Is the idea that society is based on merit a myth? Maybe I should just go my own way?

What do you guys think... have you had similar thoughts about the story of Jesus? Is there a hidden message in the story that most people miss?

Is expecting a reward such as a good woman for being a good man unrealistic if a great man was rewarded in such a manner?