After she cheated on me and emasculated me in public so many times, I told her we should talk, she knew I wanted to break up with her so she jumped the gun, interrupted me and said she thought the relationship wasn't working out. Alright, she can now tell the world how she broke up with me and how I'm the loser, but of course she asked to remain friends, she can't look like the bad guy, fine. we can be friends but I won't talk to you I'll simply treat you politely whenever I deal with you( same circle of friends) because you know what as long as I'm not with her intimately anymore as long as the toxicity is out of my life no problem, let people think as they may.

Fuck SMV, those were my thoughts;that being said I had a high SMV. I wouldn't say I went mgtow because I didn't plan on leaving relationships permanently but I needed a break, neither was it monk mode because I wasn't focusing on my improvement. I focused on my mental well being. I had genuine fun with male and female friends and stopped giving a fuck. I started to smile again and laugh again. I started to fuck around with the all the pretty little girls running around. I genuinely didn't care I just wanted to have fun.

Of course she notices this and decides this isn't how things should be. How dare I be happy after her presence is taken away from me? How dare I increase my high SMV and make it even higher after we break up? How dare I improve?

So she wants to talk again. Alright, no problem I've discovered the red pill I don't give a fuck about her, I can handle this. She tells me she misses me and breaking up was a mistake. And that what she really wanted after some self reflection was simply "a break". I laughed at her, that was my genuine reaction.

She didn't give a fuck about me. She couldn't let me be happier when I was alone than when I was with her. So she drops that bomb on me so that I could get confused and unhappy again due to the emotions running back or I could get with her again and my new found happiness wouldn't be so authentic after all. Win-win for her.

But I laughed at her because I could see the matrix for what it was (thanks to the red pill) and I didn't need to play her silly little games. So I laughed at her and walked away. I throat fucked her a few weeks later after a year long relationship in which she said she didn't give blowjobs. Don't stick your dick in crazy, I know but I decided I could handle my emotions and she has a cute face so pros outweighed cons. And you know what I did handle my emotions.

Females can never entertain the thought of you being in a better place after they've left your life. So when they do leave your life and they come back, be skeptical as Fuck. Especially if you've genuinely moved on. This is my story, and that's one of the take home points that can apply to anyone, take from my story what you will.