Just a few short experiences:

I cured my ex when we didnt have contact after a horrible break up. She desperately needed help for lyme disease - which was the reason she left me in the first place, which was kind of an irony.

I could not help myself but she contracted lyme disease and i had antibiotics which doctors didnt want to give to her. She spammed me via SMS that she needs help and is feeling super super sick. I am not so heartless that i would anyone suffer so badly. So i gave her my stuff. She got well within a week. Initially i was happy to give her my antibiotics and herbs which i dont use anyway.

I never got any thank you and she happly ignored me shortly after that, kind of like i almost did a "weak" thing to help her when she was terribly sick. She wouldnt reply to emails or anything when i needed something from her. It was almost pathetic. Lyme disease can be fatal and if you fail to cure it early you might be disabled for life which is what happend to me. I dont label myself anymore but i made great progress through my own intelligence and effort.

My sister - same issue. I know a lot about natural health and i improved her health when doctors would just throw pills at her. She got rid of her acne and her terrible rashes - just to find out later she thinks im "faking my own bad health" and i also never got any thank you or something from it. It all comes back to the same point.

The same applyed for many people i met in my life, many girls are all the same over. Its like they have no empathy, no heart, they act like robots. A girl from canada which i thought is "okay" kinda did the same thing, i helped her because she was horribly sick, when she finally got better she kind of went from "i wanna meet your youre so amazing" which i ignored because i thought over time she had issues to "i think youre toxic" because i didnt keep up with her bullshit and kept telling her the truth - i often realized women have some stupid "bad guy" switch that they almost randomly turn on. Some days she would find my things very real and good and then i would be the bad guy. Its almost retarded.

I tested all my methods on people to see if my theories in natural health work. But this is another thing that i got out of it. Its funny that all of these women hated that i wouldnt commit to a relationship with women and be more of a player. They couldnt really tell why they hated it but im sure its a control thing. They cant control me and it freaks them out.

Its striking to me that women have the ability to be like that. I could not allow myself to not help someone desperately sick and then just move on and ignore the person happly after. It really shows you whats up.