I'm relatively new here. I'm 20 y/o and just starting to put redpill philosophy to practice. but something I've noticed is that all the information gathered here is so natural, so concise, and so accurate, i'm just surprised that I had to go online to find all of it out like it's the best kept secret.

Then I started thinking about my dad, and my mother's dad. Looking at their lives and behavior I can see all kinds of alpha traits. They're both non-committal, in fact they both spin plates (my grandfether is dead now but for simplicity i'll use present tense) , they're both huge into fitness and weight training, and live very diligent lives putting their needs first.

Now, they could have taught me everything they knew and i'd be many steps ahead where I am now. But both of these people lost balance while spinning plates, got caught, and ended up leaving the family to live a new life with one of their plates.

The result? I grow up in a feminized environment, exposed only to my mother, sister, and television. The amount of blue-pill indoctrination was poisonous to my future relationships and all other aspects of life.

But a multitude of failed experiences with women drew me closer to the redpill. And like a magic check-box, everything I had observed in my past had been confirmed entirely by this subreddit. You don't know how many times i've buried my face in my hands reading through here going "fuck..that is true - that is why - how could i have been so naive?"

TL;DR Red pill male family members fail to exert masculine & red pill influence due to a self-perpetuating failure to maintain familial ties, leaving Morpheus to unplug us one-by-one.