As per the title.

Brothers, I'm having some unpleasant thoughts. I was hoping that the good men here can shed some light my way.

I cannot help but think that because I'm balding (shaved head), not tall (5'8"), somewhat large-sized (220lbs), it was like going my way was the only option.

I used to be a simp, putting women on a pedestal and what not. However, since being red-pilled, I'm putting myself first and have done well in my career and am in a comfortable place financially. I have also done well in the gym, I'm about 220lbs but look kinda jacked. I have a little female attention, but I have given up guessing exactly what it is they are attracted to. My last relationship was a year ago and I have been single ever since.

I'm feeling rather conflicted. On one hand I have the biological urge to find that mythical unicorn (don't know how that is going to happen), on the other hand, I will hate my life if I chose the wrong one.

Ah screw this my head is swimming with all kinds of thoughts I can't even put out a coherent thought now.