Well... I met this girl.

She's quiet, in my class, really passive. Cute and very pretty. She's a virgin (I took that).

I'm going to keep the story short,

She pisses me off, thinks I'm using her, is heavily influenced by her friends who talk down about me because I "live" in my car... I'm a student and work night shift 60 hrs a week. My bank account and assets are doing just fine, why should I pay $900 a month for an apartment I don't need? Basically I told her I don't want this anymore and she needs to chill. I do have some feelings for her, knowing full well that this will never go anywhere in to the future... I would never sign up to a life of this. She's "nice" but very self-centered and has nothing to offer a man outside of her own self-interests.

Should I string her along and keep fucking her or should I kick her to the curb despite she's in my class? She called me her boyfriend for some months now, but it is getting quite annoying. She tells me I'm controlling, which I'm not.. I am goal driven and want things to improve where needed. She tells me I'm the man and I should be providing resources, etc. yet offers 0 in terms of feminine energy, things like cooking, or calmness, or anything like that.

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I didn't have sex for nearly 4 years and was on my own. She did boost my mood a bit up when I was in a vulnerable position (which is why I ended up with her, partly), but also she allowed me to know my mojo is still intact and good.

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I guess it comes down to this... do you guys think banging females is a waste of time or does it keep you motivated? I found that masturbating and releasing the sexual energy and going back to be focused to be the most effective prior to this, but I also fear somewhat that I may lose the social skills and ability to really lay the pipe down when it needs to be if you know what I'm saying - experience never hurts.