Is the answer really just having an abundance of other girls to talk to? That's the only thing that can take my mind off any girl is by talking to 10 other girls.

I've tried the whole self help, hobbies, giving it time, working on yourself blah blah... it's bullshit.. I was feeling lonely during quarantine and I haven't been outside around other women in over a month and she has been constantly in mind... I caved and finally contacted her and what do you know the bitch didn't even respond..

I know I'm angry to protect my ego but I want to just not care anymore, this bitch is living in my head rent free and it's getting in the way of things that I need to take care of..