I’m certain that I have a weak mindset, I’m pretty negative too, but I never believed that those negative thoughts could have such a bad impact on my life.

In the building in live there is this hot russia chick I’d like to fuck. Long story short, to my surprise she asked my to start daiting, of course I bombed that, probably killed any interest she had in one swift beta move. We only meet by chance now, thanks to common friends we have. During this short encounters Im much of a pussy to just put “Ohh la la” in my mind and talk her up, too much people, feel like I will come too awkward and needy (which i am). I want a clear path towards her, I can’t do anything with too much people, I want to text her something, invete her to do something, fuck Im just bored with this quarantine, I feel like this should be in my reach.

I think too much, I need to default to action, but I don’t have any ideas, so Im here asking for some advice on this.

I’m fucking an extra girl, but turkey is getting cold don’t really care anyways.