I hit puberty super early and my voice is incredibly deep. If I just talk at a normal voice level it sounds like mumbling and it's drowned out by background noise but its completely monotone and emotionless. To compensate, I've had to artifically raise my voice and it sounds nasally and almost has a gay lisp to it. Now which is better? To just talk normally and appear boring/unconfident while mumbling or raise my voice and put emphasis on words to be more expressive so Im not perceived as boring?