During this pandemic, I've been reading the sidebar, Book Of Pook, and some other RP recommendations. My problem is, lately everything has become so confusing.

Initially when started reading the sidebar, it was like a veil had been lifted off my eyes. I couldn't get enough. But after a while I got bored and switched.

Now, I think I've seen so much information that my mind is struggling to comprehend all of it. I can't remember the most important things, and there are some differing opinions on different topics. Everything is just clashing to create a jumbled mess in my mind, and now when I imagine myself approaching a girl, the first thing that happens Is i start trying to remember everything, what I'll do if she says a certain thing, that kind of stuff. And I know I'll just act unnatural cause theres too much on my mind.

So I guess I'm asking, how do I internalize all the info to the point that I dont have to start remembering all the phrases and whatnot? And what are the most important things to remember?