LTR won’t initiate sex and it won’t happen unless I do something, but she will do anything I tell her to do. Good or bad?

Because she won’t ever initiate anything sexual I sometimes fall into thinking that she’s only having sex because I want to, and that perhaps she isn’t that attracted to me. Feels like she does it for me but she seems to enjoy it when we go at it.

But.

She will do anything I tell her to do. She’ll blow me twice a day. If I tell her to go in the room and get on her knees, she will do it. She seems to get off on pleasing me.

Is this normal? Sometimes I wanna feel desired like, come up to me and grab my cock. It’s always up to me to make shit happen. I tested this and i went 4 days without initiating and nothing sexual happened at all.

Or maybe she’s subtly initiating ? Sometimes she’ll briefly touch my dick and smile , but quickly pull away. Or sometimes she’ll ask shit like “how’s the serpent”