Started talking to this girl at school and she became my first friend at this new school, I soon caught feelings hard like a dumbass and while chasing her I found the red pill.

Mind you I was super beta before finding the red pill and I would simp for her daily and text her all day and night. I eventually told her I liked her and she told me she needed time to think and decide as she was confused with another guy. (Now that I understand the red pill I understand she didn’t care abt me at all and she was checking out her options)

After reading some red pill advice I pulled back from her to rest my mind and she came to me and asked to become a thing with me. I was dumb enough to say yes and I thought it was going well. Until one of her friends tell me she cheated on me with her ex (which used to be one of my homies)

As I had been reading red pill for some time by then I wasn’t even sad I was just mad and just lost. After this happened I confronted her and she told me she tried to forget it ever happened that’s why she acted normal. I ghosted her for a while then she started texting me every other day asking how I was.

I was going to just become fwb with her and try to not catch feelings again which would’ve been dumb tbh. I asked her if she was down for fwb and she told me she moved on already and she just wanted to be friends which confused me a lot, and so I ghosted her (this is a week ago)

My question here is why tf would she want to still be friends what would be the point in that. Also I’ve been reading the rational male and I’ve been working out for two months now only taking breaks on Saturday, I feel more confident and everything but i just feel lost every time I open her story and see her with this other guy I don’t know why i feel retarded and dumb and I wish I can forget her and move on. I would talk to other girls too which isn’t hard for me it’s just quarantine is not allowing me to either which is horrible.

I know this is super blue pill and you guys are going to hate on me I just hope you guys see my pov and tell me what I can do to forget abt her also she’s in the same friend-group as me which is worse.

Thanks to this community in advance you guys are the best