I've been a tomboy for most of my life, but like most women here the older I get the more feminine I desire to be. One main motivator of this is that I want to be more feminine for my boyfriend because he likes feminine girls. But no matter what I do, I feel like I'm not feminine enough.

Physically I feel like I look masculine. My nose is too big, my lips and mouth are too thin and small, and my eyes are hazel colored and beady. Ive got auburn hair that is frizzy. I'm skinny but not tall, so my legs are too short. And I grow a lot body hair which I try to manage but it's thick and dark and grows back quickly. I wish I could be one of those girls who is straight-haired, blonde-haired, blue-eyed, and long legged.

Whenever I put on makeup I feel like it looks wrong on me and obviously fake even if it's light and natural makeup. Despite being slender I have fairly large breasts which makes my shirts fit all wrong because they drape over my breasts so it makes me look boxy. Whenever I wear skirts or dresses it feels like a costume even if it's something simple like a t shirt dress.

I'm not sure how to make my personality more feminine either.

Basically I feel like a big ugly phony whenever I try to appear more feminine. I feel like I'm too ugly to deserve wearing feminine things and no matter what, I look fake and manly. Whenever I see a feminine woman in public my heart drops because I feel like I will never be like that. I feel like a try-hard. I'm not sure if it's dysphoria or what. I also work full time at a Home Depot which is a pretty masculine place so I'm not sure if that plays into it either.

Does anyone have any advice on how to be more feminine or how to feel more feminine?

Tldr: Former tomboy trying to be more feminine but no matter what I do I feel like I'm manly. Possible dysphoria? Looking for advice.