Hi,

I decided yesterday to break with my LTR for some reasons :

  1. She was too much a pain in the ass when she was jealous. When it happens, she usally stop talking to me during 1-2 days and she's moody AF. For me, her shitty character (because she have so much temper) combined with this, makes for me a massive red flag. Completely normal to be jealous, but stop talking when we live together during 1-2 days and such a bad mood became really annoying.

  2. She slept with her cousin's best friend (she basically shit where she eats). So, this one was too much but thanks to this, I discover TRP. I was not aware still of this story but first, she decided to take a breakfast with him. Again, I was not insecure but I was unaware still. After that, she told me that she slept with him, she told me this because he was invited to her birthday and prefer that I know from her than from other people. Starting argumenting with her, she said things like "breakfast was to see if it was akward because I will see one day or another if he's with my cousin" and "my cousin have asked if he come and I was forced to invite him". Well, I stayed with her, but because this guy is cousin's best friend, when we see her cousin, he talks often of him which makes me very pissed. Well, beginning of the week, again, we see was in an afterwork with friends and her cousin, he start saying that this guy is "almost part of the family". This was too much for me.

I decided to end this yesterday, she was crying, saying that she knows that this story will blew to her face one day, she was saying things that she loves me no matter what she will wait for me, that I too perfect for her bla bla bla.

And we fucked.

Yeah I think I have make a mistake here. Well now based on what she say after that, I think we are kind in a situation where she will want to have sex with me even if we are no more in LTR. She really wants to continue to see me. It's not a problem for me, but I'm afraid that she stays stuck waiting for me that I will go ahead of her problems, which I would never and it's pretty clear in my head. So I don't know if it's a good idea all this.

What are your thoughts ?