Funny as the case sounds, but that's it.

I've ended a long relationship with my ex 2 years ago, for the better because I realized I'm a little BP cuck. Since that time I've been spinning numerous plates with great success, and didn't really think about relationships (it's hard to, when half a year after you broke up your ex gets pregnant from your best friend lol), but now I feel like I need someone in my life again, other than fucking. I'm 30, great career and stable financial background, etc, so everything is set for a LTR.

My only problem is that these toughts live in my head as long as I don't fuck someone. I have 5 plates now, some of them are genuinely nice girls (1 in love with me), I sometimes think about being with them. But after they come over and we have sex, I'm like 'shit just go home already'. I don't let any of them sleep here or nothing of the sort, because I'm sort of getting irritated by them. It's not particularly because of them, I felt like this with my ex sometimes too.

Does anyone else feel this way? How do I get out of this?