I've known this girl for 5 years, and we became really good friends back when I was a real beta, but know I've gotten a big oneitis on her. I'm gonna try to keep this short. I want to fuck he and I feel fucking pathetic about it, I think about her all day and everytime we spend time together we have a great time. But this latest year it seems like her interest in me has lessened. Before we would do things really often, she would take time off her schedule to take the same train as me in the morning(we're in the same class and we're both 17), and she would take the initiative to do things together. Now it's feels as if it's only me taking the initiative to do things but when we actually do things we have a great time. I've think I've fallen in love my female best friend, and I feel fucking pathetic for it. It has gotten to the point that I dont even know what I want, do you have advice for me? I feel really stupid .