Guys i'm new to dating and red pill but long story short i dated a girl for about 6 months . I know it was only short but i developed strong feelings for her. this girl worshipped me, she was fun to be around and i knew she saw me as a long term option (not as a beta) but because she lusted after me /attracted to me… . The problem was that i felt insecure with her. She had a big sexual partner count, she had g string picture selfies on her instagram, she used tinder (before meeting me), she dressed inappropriately because of this, i thought to myself - i can’t have a serious relationship with a girl who acts and does these things. So i stopped giving a fuck and she broke up with me and moved on. Anway, i've dated other girls since her but for some weird reason i find myself really thinking about her and what could of been. I feel like, maybe if i was more secure and more red pill, i could of spun her as a plate for a really long time but i guess this is easy to say now in hindsight, and with her personality i probably couldn't do this without developing feelings. Anyway, i looked at her instagram recently and she deleted all her pics. She is also 26 now i went out with her when she was 25. Maybe she is looking for a beta bux?I’m pretty sure she is dating someone, so I felt a bit sad. Or maybe she has changed? Maybe she isn’t such a “slut”..I guess for me, deep down i feel like if treated her better (.e.g lead her, good relationship etc) she would of remained loyal to me despite her red flags. Do you think this is delusional thinking? What are your thoughts? I guess i just never felt so strongly connected with a girl.. i guess it's a bit of oneitis as I genuinely feel depressed/sad that I’m not with her anymore. Anyone had a similar experience? I know it was just my turn etc.. just looking for some opions. I really miss her not going to lie. But it's funny because even when my mum met her she said " lifeizover she is trash"