Hey reds,

Asking for advice, might seem quite basic, but I need an outside perspective.

Long story short, LTR of 4 years, went through a lot, had bunch of threesomes, dated a chick together (my plate turned into sex toy ended very messy 10/10, would do again), sex on demand, good relationship, working on some stuff currently etc. etc. etc.

Yesterday we were chilling after not seeing each other for couple days and having rough week previously due to job stress and other things. Have great sex I order take out, we roll a joint chill watch some Harley Quinn and proceed to smoke the J. We talk about work a lot and honestly I am tired with that shit as she has been moving between jobs recently and it was messy and stressful, so I tell her hey lets drop all the work stuff and enjoy each othees company. She said ok at first and then proceeds to tell me how there are these two intern guys who look for every excuse in the book to hang out around her at her new job. I already had convo woth her about this sort of shit.

I know this is either a shit test or she is just looking to validate herself, either way I don't really care and just change the convo. Then she drops "how come u talk about other girls and i can't" to which again i don't really react and move on.

But it does bother me that my LTR would act this way. Like come the fuck on, is that a topic you would talk around others with me, or like what's your purpose in that. The thing that i dislike is that she is redpill aware and should be smart enough to not pull shit like that.

I fuck the every loving shit out of her after that, meanwhile feeling absolutely nothing, cuz after she dropped that line I had this internal urge to just withdraw. She profuses her love and tells me how great it was meanwhile its like there is something inside of me that is just holding me back, resentment and indifference mixed.

She initiated today over whatsapp but i don't really want to talk. The way I see it, she is acting like a plate, in my mind if I ask my LTR to drop anything work related she should take a hint and definitely not talk about guys drooling over her. But maybe i am not seeing something.

So whatsup? What's the objective take on this?

Its also worth mentioning that recently i just find women to be empty and useless (anger phase).