It's cold as balls outside and I'm standing outside my cabin. The woods are singing and alive. I am alone but not really because in nature you are never really alone. It's better to experience some things by yourself, as too often we are surrounded by people who don't really 'get it.'

I used to bring women here but they never really understood it. It's not some wildman fantasy, or trying to prove my masculinity by doing outdoorsy things. Proving your masculinity is pointless as only you are able to correctly asses your progress. Rather than saying 'i am alpha now' say 'im less of a bitch than I used to be' as that is likely more true and believable. Or, just lie untill you believe. As you believe, so shall you become.

You are part of nature, but you are not acting like it. That is what redpill really is, a return to nature. In order to get to where you are, one of your ancestors had to be alpha. They conquered until they died. This is what redpill is, to conquer and not he conquered, by society, by women, by other men. By yourself and your weakness.

You are not 'taking the redpill' you are returning to redpill, and what you were always meant to be. That's why it makes so much sense, why it seems so right. People are afraid of nature. They squirm at insects and worms. I took a woman fishing once and she refused to hook the worm on her line. I was confused. I had been raised by outdoorsmen my whole life. It seemed natural. But to her, someone who has not returned to her base programing, a worldly intellectual who feels evolved, touching that animal makes her feel 'unclean.' Just as touching on redpill makes blue pill men feel unclean.

This is not a become a hermit post, I'm not Thoreau or Kaczynski, although you should read them both. I do like some aspects of technology. But this doesn't mean you must become like the drones of our world. They eat and drink and talk but nothing they do has any substance to it. Can you imagine getting excited by a Hollywood movie? About gaining for 20 hours? These things are escapes from the cruelness of nature. Because nature is unkind, it doesn't care about pronouns or philosophy, it kills indiscriminately. It chews you up and unless you submit to it, you will be spat out into the fire. It is easier to avoid it, and what might happen to you if you fail. But this is untrue. Nature is unkind, but it is not unfair. Do you want to rule the world? Become better than your subjects. The kings who are overthrown were tossed aside because they were weak and useless.

Become more and return to your nature, and then you shall become whole again. The blue pill, the program, is not whole.