Hey all,

Plated this HB last year. I was seeing lots of plates until COVID-19 happened. She was my favourite plate so I invited her to live with me, knowing that her VISA expired in 2 months and I would have access to great pussy during isolation. She's really passive and didn't get in the way of my life purpose and daily activities. Her VISA was my insurance, so that I never fell into one-itis.

Her VISA expired 2 weeks ago and now she's moved back to South Korea. When this happened, that awkward transition made me display some beta behaviours. I may have texted her more than I should have the past 2 days and I feel her becoming distant. It's fine. She and I know the expectations of this. My life is awesome and it would be awesome if she was here to share my life adventure, but if she isn't I on't mind. I don't need her and my life is awesome with or without her. This was my frame. I messed up the past 2 days, albeit not too badly.

If she comes back on a temp VISA to hang out, that'd be awesome. If not, life is no better or worse with or without her. I still have a great life.

My question is, I scheduled a zoom call with her whilst portraying needy, beta behaviours, in a few hours. I'm facepalming at that action, looking back now. I need to go back to plating again, because if I don't, this is exactly what happens. Fuck. What's the best way to approach the zoom meeting in a few hours?