New Years is one of my favorite holidays but I absolutely had being alone on NYE. Everyone has a date and the clock hits midnight and I'm just standing there like a loser with everyone rubbing it in my face that I am alone again while they kiss. I haven't had a date on NYE in about 3 years and it looks like this year won't be any different. I had met a girl and hit things off well with her in October. I thought she may be a good date for NYE, but she ends up getting back together with the ex that dumped her 6 weeks before that after things didn't work with the new girl he left her for.

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So here I am again, 2 weeks out and depressed that I can't get anything more than a sporadic hook up here and there.