Hey,

I am 32 and I had my red pill experience 3 years ago in uni and since than, have been healed in almost all blue pill behaviour. It's freeing to be honest. This year was especially nice, since I had always 6 to 7 plates spinning and eventually decided on a 24 year old 7 HB. I am very happy with her. I have not found a single thing I don't like about her. We have been dating for 4 months and are almost together 1 month.

In the last years I heard many fucked up stories, but also experienced them myself with women. The grossest probably were a BPD one who told me she fucked 2 brothers at once last year when she was 19. A friend of her let 3 guys raw dog her all in one day 🤮. My very good friend is a natural alpha, but also never stops learning. Think of him as the star quarterback in highschool. He could always choose. He also told me some really fucked up things and I know a lot of the actually stories because we were neighbours in our dorm.

So 2 years ago, I decided for myself I'd never get married because women today are just too fucked up. ( I know men who commited suicide because of their wifes infidelity and/or guys who have been robbed of their child because she blatantly said that he earns to less). So you can imagine my "trust" in women.

Recently I really started to listen to Patrice O'Neals O and A radio shows. He talked about sidechicks sometimes. Knowing that women cheat more than us I seriously consider one or 2. I started racking up plates as I got suspicious 5 weeks ago when my now gf shut of her phone from 16 to 22:30 (time she goes to bed). Also I have found her still being in the dating app I got to know her 2,5 months ago. That was the time I ramped up again my plate game to be prepared. So coming back to what I was saying, I know the red pill condones cheating but if it will happen eventually why not have a one up? I know it sounds harsh but you know what I mean. She is active in a carnival society and I know from my own experiences that they of course go wild when carnival comes around.

On.the other side, I can really see myself building something with her. It's amazing that we share the same main interest and are also aligned in our values and what not. She is super attractive and is also improving because she sees me go lifting regulary and take care of what I eat.

I have 2 plates lined up, ready to go. One who really like bdsm, the other one also quit slutty. Nothing for ltr. I have been with the second one 3 days ago, we made out, but I had sort of a barrier in my head to really escalate to fuck her. As I said, I am far beyond red pill rage. I know how they are and use this to my advantage in every social situation. I just don't want to be dumb founded.

I don't fear loosing her because I know I can get another one quick. Maybe not exactly one like her, where the main things fit perfectly but still.