Alright I need help, I’m in a situation that I can’t afford to fuck up. I really need to fuck this girl. Yep, that’s right, now before the impending tsunami of comments calling a faggot and telling me I have oneitis implode across this post let me explain myself. I hate regret, everyone does, it is a terrible feeling but for some reason my regret with women is what gets to me the most. Three years ago I was in my second year of university, it was my first time in student halls; I slept with many women during this period of my life. There was this one girl (yeah I know) she was just my type, big tits, brunette. At the time she was nothing special to me but I did find her very attractive, the bottom line is she blatantly threw herself at me for an entire night and I was too coked up to notice or care. Not touched the stuff since.

I never got another chance at her and never thought I’d get one due to how badly I’d rejected her. Three years later I’m swiping through Tinder and who do I see, freshly out of a two year relationship there she was. We matched, she messaged me, we ended up out with some of her friends who were meeting some lads, it was a fucking nightmare if I’m honest but I managed to get her back to mine. I pulled out all the stops, push pull, anything, most I managed was fingering her and sucking her tits but she would not give up the goods. Her reason being that she’s ‘’not easy’’ and knows what I’m like and couldn’t take getting fucked and chucked right after a breakup.

Overall the night was decent; I failed my main goal but made some progress and built some attraction. Now should I distance myself for a while to inspire some dread then get in contact to arrange a meet, or should I strike while the iron is hot and get in contact before the attraction fades, she’s going to be working in a pub down the road tonight, is that an opportunity worth taking?

And to set things straight, I don’t love this girl, or care about her, or want anything more from her than a fuck, this is simply so I can go to bed at night with one less regret.