Been 3 years. 40+ girls after her. Multiple relationships. Big achievements. Life is good in general. I’ve missed her everyday since.

We were never really romantic, unlike many of the other girls that I never truly felt anything for. We hung out together in high school and were extremely close (this isn’t easy to write).

I just lost 200lbs and she was the first girl to pay attention to me. We began to hang out often and she suddenly started to open up about how big of a hoe she was while we were alone (yeah - socially awkward me couldn’t read signs) and basically opened up about her life to me.

I asked her to be exclusive and she told me she was only interested in being friends. We stayed friends and I started talking to other girls. I wanted to show one of my friends a conversation between another girl and myself, and I sent a screenshot to her by accident.

She blocked me on everything and I never heard from her again.

It’s been 3 years, she deleted all of her social media, and every attempt I’ve made to reach out has been ignored with no words.

I feel like I’m going nuts. I feel like such a pussy. I’ve always been successful in pretty much all endeavors - I’m at the top of my class in college, waiting to go to an ivy-league law school, I lift, I have plates, I make money... I don’t know what to do.

Why the fuck is she like this?