I haven’t had oneitis like this since I was a wee little lad. Even my last LTR that ended a few months ago didn’t make me tingle like this.

She’s home visiting her family we haven’t talked in a week. I gave her a call to set up some logistics. No answer. Then I get the text “sorry at a friends. I’ll be busy until I leave.”

I can’t be a hypocrite because I’m seeing other people too. But god damn that hurt.

Even though I have other options / chicks I’m seeing, she is undoubtedly the one I like the most.

Do I just embrace the AWALT and keep being FWBs, or do I have to move on for my own sake?