hey guys not a big redpill guy but definitely would like some advice. brokenhearted was not the word to describe it. i was torn to shreds by her like a lamb to slaughter. i don’t think i’ve ever been right since. when you truly love someone it can be very pure. i was with her for years and i was humiliated in a terrible way, she had a seriously passionate long-term affair with a close friend of mine. afterwards i went to places i’ve never known. on my cycles through traffic i would dream of weaving into oncoming traffic.

it’s been a long time now. i ran into her recently. we got talking, ended up going back to hers. i fucked her like a piece of meat and at the end just after finishing i spat in her face. i had promised myself i would do this if i were ever to be with her again. i know it’s stupid and very vulgar but it was a truly great feeling. it was my expression for months and months of anguish. it was my screaming fuck you. she went crazy after and i left asap. she’s texting me now saying she’s gonna ruin my life. i haven’t replied.