Ill get straight to the Point. Im 18 and living in Scandinavia

As result of a cop case ive gotten there is now no way the millitary will accept me.

Im lost and i have no idea what i’m going to do with my life.

ive endured some stuff in my life and always came out stronger, wiser and more ready to tacle the next challenge because i always had my mission, i always had my mission...and i spent the last 4 years knowing exactly what my mission is (having my possible engineering degree as a backup plan.

But now that I have to go through with my backup plan I realised I cannot see myself as an engineer.

So my question is how can I find something else when I’ve gone through fucking puberty with only one thing on my mind

Thank you for your time.