Wherever I go..

  • I am being judge...

  • in LinkedIn all women are getting praises...

  • in Facebook and such platform all short movies are about how men raped women and how innocent women are and how cruel men are...

  • when I see Netflix or Amazon Prime most of the shows/movies are either promoting how women are independent, strong and better than men or how men are criminals, stupid or bad....

  • in my office, woman who is BA is leading team of men who are masters in CS...

  • my clients are women who talks about cats in office calls...

  • in my neighbor when I tried to help a 5 year old girl because she was shivering alone in cold I was getting told that it’s a pedo act and I could be in jail...

  • my wife is getting my son’s custody because she is mother ... but I am not allowed to even see him ?

  • my wife got maintenance even though she masters in engineering and professor by profession because she is a woman and that’s the law

It’s not only feeling discriminated because of my gender I feel I am being pushed down because I am man...

My only value to this world is how much I can provide.. provide and just provide... like a slave... just provide and keep your mouth shut...

I wanted to sometimes end my life, but I couldn’t due to other reason (parents and all)...

And I am 40 year old so not like young guys who may be feeling temporary issues..

I feel like a permanent blindness though I have eyes.. I see my future a complete dark.... don’t know what happens and how much will I stay alive..

It’s not depressing but that slavery feeling that makes feel shit...

Since I went MGTOW... things are much better but still when I see how world is I feel atleast recognize me as a human please...