Backstory: Girl from russia. Let's call her Svetlana. 46, still slim and hot (I am 43), married to a popular guy with a PhD that had started his own business. Let's call him Alphakov. Said business was semi-legit, but still shady in ways they are shady in Russia. He pressured her to marry him, she was 18, he was 22. She said she didn't even like him at first.

She moved to the US for work, he stayed in Russia, visiting her now and then. The visits dwindled down to about once a year. Finally after 7 years and weird behavior on his part, she thought something was up. She asked her priest to talk to him. Turns out Alphakov married another girl (that's the same age as his daughter) back in Russia, while still married to Svetlana. But the priest didn't tell her this little tidbit, he just told her to divorce Alphakov right now, here are the papers. She found out quite a bit later about his illegal marriage from their daughter. The daughter knew everything that was going on, (plus there were multiple other women before Alphakov's illegal marriage).

Other things about Alphakov: he drank a lot, he fucked his friends over, he told Svetlana that he was paying various bills when he wasn't, and one day the bank calls up Svetlana and tells her they're taking her house away. Anyway, she was always the last to know about this guy's world-class douchebaggery. And she didn't seem upset or bitter about it at all. She said the other women didn't really bother her. Alphakov seems to be the embodiment of the Dark Triad. I ask her about him now and then just out of morbid curiosity and when I think I've heard the most douchy thing that someone could do to a woman, she tells me something he did that tops it.

Svetlana then one day found me. She said she fell in love with me, and has never felt like this about anyone. So so in love with me. She lied about her age (said she was the same age as me). Weirdly, she was pretty sexually inexperienced and hesitant, and me not being totally beta uncorked that in her.

She started pushing me to make a big commitment to her. Whenever I balked she attacked my character (real men would blah blah blah). With lots of things she didn't like she'd attack my character. What's funny is she's holding me to a standard that's 1 billion times higher than Alphakov. She also gets separation anxiety when she is away from me and she's miserable - I don't think she is faking this, but it's interesting as its the one thing that gets to me. Pretty sure Alphakov would tell her to suck it up or go get drunk.

Now between her shit tests and demands, she is actually very sweet. Sweeter than any American girl I've ever been with. She's tried to break up with me a couple times because the separation anxiety is too hard on her. But she keeps coming back.

Monday night I got kinda sick of her shit and calmly told her basically I felt like she just liked me because I'm her last chance and I got some alpha sociopath's leftovers. That sort of crushed her for real.

This might already be dead after me speaking my mind, but I'd like to keep seeing her, but on my terms.