I'll admit, I'm not all into this and quite new. So I'm still in the middle when it comes to all this red pill stuff.

Okay. So I'm hearing a lot about this "alpha widow" stuff and I feel like I'm leading myself into one of those situations. I'm 18, the guy is also 18 and my he is way out of my league (also what dude is into women with no breasts??), so I was of course absolutely baffled that he'd show interest in me and now I have a feeling it's to take advantage. We're both young so he still has yet to reach his peak or probably experiment much, release his curiosity and whatnot..

He tries to offer and buy me things, on a personal level it makes me uncomfortable, but I take it as him being nice and showing interest. I'll buy things back, and bring in my creativity and make things, you know that dumb cutesy phase.. yeah. Recently after discovering the red pill, maybe 3 months ago, I just feel completely shut down. I haven't talked or seen him in over a month, which is my fault because I see his messages and he still sends them, just absolutely no motivation. I kinda just lost and I don't want to step any further and let myself get hurt. I know it's not his fault, it's just how we work afterall.

ps. He had a previous gf, whom she's the one that called it off. Not sure why, don't want to seem like a creeper. (excuse my name aha.)