Everything’s going great for the most part. I just moved in with my LTR about a month ago. New job and state and I’m really enjoying almost all of it. I have done some shit like almost cheated multiple times but didn’t go through with it and sometimes it eats at me. It’s our last day of vacation and the last couple of days and I’ve been thinking negatively like “should I tell her, I love her but do I want to be single. Things are going well stop overthinking” but these thoughts come and go.

I’m sure they will leave but how do I stop myself from overthinking and self sabotaging? It’s something that had always been a problem even before this LTR.