I seem to get well with women (not romantically) without being their gay friend or something similar. In all honesty I just exist on the environment and interact with them the same way I would with men. I am very sexual (not actively) in my behaviour, and always show that I am open to whatever comes my way. In general, people like me. They dont admire me, but they respect me enough, and when I feel they don't, women included, I do actively react. However, since I'm also physically disabled I have no actual potential for getting in very good shape, and I will always look very weird. I therefore tend to blame mainly my looks for my failures. I don't think I have the potential to be something amazing in my life, since I am mediocre at most (if not all things). What would you suggest I should improve on? What feedback can you give on what I have said?