I want to succeed in the fitness world, and I know that in order to succeed I need to use steroids. I am fine with that, but I am worried that using steroids will affect me cognitively.

I also want to be successful in academia and business. There are very few trt users that are successful outside of fitness, and that worries me.

I know Arnold Schwarzenegger is one example of someone who is successful outside of fitness. Surely after his years of steroid abuse, he must be on trt. The same situation is evident with Sylvester Stallone. I'm also aware that many navy seals are on trt.

Anyway what worries me is that the steroids will hamper my other goals. I want to be successful in academia and I am afraid that steroids will affect my cognitive ability.

But at the same time I already have lowish testosterone at 400ng/dl

What do you guys say?