Yes I am talking about Femdom Fetishes. A little background, I am 26 years old, 6'2", 185lbs, gym everyday. Problem is, growing up I started puberty almost 3-4 years after the normal boy. Junior/Senior year of High School I still looked like a Freshman.

I am pretty sure this is where alot of my confidence issues come from, as I knew no girl would be interested in me, and it somewhat become a humiliation thing for me. So although my body has grown into a man, I am still stuck with this beta humiliation mindset which will not go away. I have tried NoFap but once around the 3rd week hits, all I can think about is BBC, Cuckolding, and Crossdressing that I end up relapsing just to make it go away.

These fetishes sparked me to get my T levels checked, and they are extremely low around the 320's which is like what it should be in a 70 year old man. So with that, I have used underground Test before (cycle not TRT), but sometimes that just makes the fetishes more intense since Im that much hornier.

Anyone deal with this crap before and able to get rid of it?