For a long time when I regressed to a beta I had a horrible case of oneitis. Upon recognition and treatment this oneitis has subsided drastically. There is a part of me that simply can not resist this chick that is exactly my type so in my eyes a certified 10. 5'2, 130 pound Colombiana, tiny waist huge beautiful bouncy ass, gorgeous camel toe, long thick black hair, black eyes, brown skin and very nice to me.

I went to a certain coffee shop daily, and then one day she appeared and showed me a lot of attention. She mentioned she had a boyfriend but still flirted with me very hard every single day. She would stand very close to me within 6 inches of my space sometimes when she would talk. I believe it was a subconscious behavior. (Why the fuck didn't you FUCKING kiss her? Because I have had a gf the whole time and yes I still liked this other chick) sometimes I would even step back and she would step inward with me.

A lot of times when it was just her and I she would literally go out of her way to walk right next to me when she had plenty of space and did not have to do so. I think she was smelling me (weird I know but that's just what I think.) I got ballsy (not really) and told her to give me a hug one time and it became a habit. I just wanted to fucking touch her. When I would hug her (sometimes I was wearing thin sweatpants) I would lean myself back so that she wouldn't think I was a pervert but she intentially pressed her body against mine to feel my dick.

To skip all this bull shit one day I made a move (extremely beta) I asked her can we go get coffee? She said no I have a boyfriend he will get jealous but I will see you tmr (I became an orbiter) and orbited her for months. In my younger days I sometimes befriended women and I always managed to fuck them. I was too beta to make a move so I would wait til they offered the pussy and leap on the opportunity.

With that being said those were my goals in becoming her friend- I wanted to fuck that bitch! I had a bullshit job which I often bitched to her about (I know that lowers my smv) and now this job has let me go but I got an interview for an excellent job. I would love to go in on that bitch one more time and wave my new (potential) job in her face.

Do you guys think this is acceptable for a new rper? Should I try one more time to get the pussy? (Considering all the population of the world being in the billions, I wouldn't call her one of a kind but certainly one in a million)